18th Birthday 2011.

Date : 22nd September 2011

Time : 7PM-12AM

Venue : Red Box Sunway

I'm thinking which post should I write first. Arthur's Day or 18th Birthday Party. Well, ended up, I decided to post about my 18th birthday party! There is a lot of pictures that I can't upload it one by one. =(

AND...........................

Stay tune for Arthur's Day blog post. =)

Birthday girl is always got cheated by friends around you. Hahaha. This is my conclusion. Well,
1. Mikie parked her car at Chin's hostel.
Reason : Pyramid parking fees very expensive. *I trusted her*

2. Miss Christy said that, she is not free.
Reason : She got lotsa work to do, need OT to finish up. *Trusted*

3. Mr. Hong said that, he'll bring me somewhere to celebrate.
Reason : Only me and him. *Trusted*

4. Mikie said that, She accompany Chin go buy something after class.
Reason : Two of them can walk back to hostel together. *Agreed*

etc etc.......

In fact, I over-trusted my friends. Hmmmm..........Mr. Hong secretly bring me to Red Box. At first, I thought only me and him. But when I enter that room, I saw my lovely -5 classmates were there and my babe Poh Yee. Awwwww *tears drop*. I told babe Poh Yee that, it would be perfect if my 'family' is here joining us. Suddenly, around half n hour later, they appeared! I was like.........OMG! How come! *tears drop again*. My birthday party is perfect with each and everyone of you. *touched & thankful* Thanks Mr. Hong for organizing this surprise party for a month. *love you always <3*

Babe Wan Sin and Jo. =D

Jane. <3

Babe Chin & Mikie. =))

Babe Poh Yee.

Guess what they looking.

Mr. Hong stupidly planned something.

i.  He OTL on floor, I sit on the back and he making donkey sound.

ii. Hugssss. <3

iii. He got...................................by the guys. Hehehehe. You guys think what is it. Ain't gonna tell. =P

iv. I be the pole, I pole dance me then Mr. Hong be the pole, I pole dance him.

*OTL* It's really like some kind of 18sx party.

I always always love you guys. Each and everyone of you. No more or less.

My precious 'family'. Always love you guys. More more more, no less. Too bad, Dr. Siew not here. =(

My sister................T___T. Purposely don't wanna cover her face. See her happy face. xD

Mr. Hong. Organizer of this surprise party. Thanks a lot. Love you~~

Thanks for each and everyone attending my party on 22nd Sept. You guys gave me another precious memories that I'll never forget. Thanks Mr. Hong for organizing the party for one month AGAIN. I really really appreciate it. Not to forget my friends who text me, wish me on facebook, face to face etc etc. Thanks for your wishes. 

Except thanks, i've nothing to say. I feel that my 18th birthday celebration is so perfect. Love you guys always. (Including those who absent.)

忙

這幾天我都忙著圭solo的粉絲應援。我很擔心，焦慮，緊張。我很匆忙要完成全部東西然後看成果。頓時，我也很擔心結果不好，大家不喜歡，反應不好。或許目光太遠了，太緊張，也或許我沒經驗。沒關係，這次做不好，吸收經驗，下次再來 <--自我安慰。寶藍海，這次會成功嗎？各個成員應援會成功嗎？如果圭的不成功，我賣票不入場好了。<--鬧彆扭。

大馬藍妞們，要努力製造寶藍海。

大馬圭妞們，來吧~圭應援 --> Cho Kyu Hyun Fans Support Plan.

如果這次演唱會再沒有寶藍海，我投靠韓國日本妞去了。

謝謝大家。

Fun-Study-Pressure-IDK

If you're one of my friend in FB or follower in Twitter, I guess you know i'm not that serious in studying but enjoying my life.I'm going to die die die die die die die die in two weeks later.Got my trial result paper.Results just sucks like hell.But i think it's still okay for me.Don't worry.I will not give up until the end.Although when I'm looking at the book,the book is looking at me,asking me whether I understand it,my mind is full of IDK.Fml.

Mikie driving skill improved.She didn't feel scare when driving on the road where cars are like water flow.She drove us out today,Rachel and me.For the first time,I feel that she is a sister for us,elder sister.I feel so damn good.Thanks for the ride and accompaniment, Mikie and Rachel.I hope our friendship last long.

I feel old.I really do feel old.Few months ago, friends who older than me drive.But now, my friends can drive even ME.I'M DRIVING A CAR.(can't believe it.).I don't feel like growing up that fast.Living in adult's world is complicated and makes me feel very unhappy and stressful.

I hope I'm going to do more revision this week as I don't think I'm going to study that much next week as Jacy sis is going to finish her final exam and she is leaving Malaysia soon.(I MISS HER).So, we'll be having fun before she leave.

I'm going to leave my blog dead again.Sorry, Honey.I'll get back to you as soon as possible.I love you, Honey.

Friends

Friends are full of tolerance.But don't over tolerate because they'll move on when you one step back.

Friends needs more communication.Two people meet each other coincidently.It's impossible that you know what she/he think and what she/he want in that friendship.Everyone need and ask for different thing in friendship.Some need loves, attention, best friend etc.

I very envy those who are best ever friend.Like the both bloggers - Chuckei and Daphne.Because I feel like i don't have one who can really talk to me and chat with me.But I have a bunch who are always with me whenever i need them and because of this, neverever envy again.

For me,friend,they won't count for small lil things and i told myself,once i get my car and license,if my friend want me to become driver,i would be glad to do that.Purposely fetch them to one place buy stuff, meet up someone etc.Small lil things can cheer and make your friend more convenient,why not?

Peoples always need something that you have but others don't have it so that they can jealous.But I think that everyone use the same thing with me, I feel happy with it especially my best friends.Same phone, same MP3, same wallet, same shoe etc etc.Thats why i always recommend when i buy or get something new.

Friends are use to insult and making jokes.Sometimes you're angry about their insult because it might feel hurt.But after that, you'll forget what they joke and insult about.But in their position,they're just joking.So i'll keep quiet and let the insult over. =)

Ignore those betrayer and the one who being fake beside you.Live happily is more important than angry and being sad.Let them know you can live without them.You know who are the one who important.You know who treat you well.You know who will be beside you when you need them.So, why care?

I know some of you view this you might say that, wow...you know how to think like this.you know how to appreciate your friends.Yes.I know cause of my girls, my 'family', one incident and one fact-I'm getting older. =(.

I would like to apologize if i did something wrong or something annoying towards my girls, 'family' and my friendss...........I'll try try try try to communicate and understand you guys more.I didn't know how to communicate,tolerate and more.I'm a suck friend ever.I might not be what I wrote here.Thanks that you guys still stay with me.Appreciate everything you guys did. =) .Ermmmmmm......friend?

I'm bad in expressing myself.So hope readers won't be blur.Sorry >___<.I need god bless for my Chemist paper 3 tomorrow.Good Luck for everyone.7 days left for trial.

真正的开心只是一瞬间的。我相信我要的开心，不是现在就可以得到。往往我们都会说，你不了解我，其实最不了解自己的人是你。我一直都会想，为什么她可以我不可以。我们做的也是一样的东西，只是她年龄比较大。通常的答案都是，因为你还小，等你长大了之后就可以了。我不喜欢这样的回答。什么我年龄小不小的。我让觉得，我配不上你们。也让我觉得间接让我回去和我同年龄的一起。我，在等着时间过。我，期待着大家把我看成大人的时候。我，期待着独立的时候，不依靠别人的时候。就算吃苦，我也会觉得我不是小孩了。


我很羡慕能做工的人。虽然我知道做工很难，找工作更难。至少，钱，是你自己赚回来，而不是等钱来。


我很满足我所拥有的东西。我知道我比很多很多人来得幸福。可是外表很幸福，其实内在一点也不。是认真的看一眼都不行？还没真真正正地去了解，你都不知道那个，怎么样的人。你就凭着现在的情况和所发生的事情下定论。如果我真的比起来，我的胜算会很高。真的有千万个为什么。我很想要去寻找答案。可是，别人都会当你是小孩子，什么都不懂的小孩子来谈。说到不对就吵架，可是为什么要吵？因为你们没有站在我这个小孩子的立场想下，我需要些什么。需要的，不是物质上的东西，需要的，不是用钱买回来的东西，需要的，更不是假情假意的对待，需要的，不是冷眼相看。用钱买回来的东西，只是满足你一时的需要。看久了，用久了，烂了，你还是会丢会嫌三嫌四。


我是要求完美，也对每个人，每样东西要求完美。要求的东西也会随着心情，情况而转变。所以这就变成了善变。


认识我的人，看到这篇东西已经会很惊讶。我几时这样子了。对于朋友，不喜欢的东西都忍着。所有东西都是忍着。诉苦，又有多少人会明白你说什么。又有多少人会和你站在同一阵上替你想，给你适当的安慰，劝告。问10个长辈，10个都说，你还小，不知道那么多，等你长大先。与其这样的安慰，倒不如我不说，晚上自己躲起来哭泣更加的好。我自认我对待朋友不是很好。我也自认，我不是一个好朋友，女朋友。


部落格真好，不喜欢就说出来。不喜欢看的人，右上角有个红色x。或者上面有一个+，自行离开。


最近考试，其实觉得，我读书方式有点很烂。可是至少，我尽了全力。我也知道我自己在做些什么东西。也觉得，什么是压力。以上东西或许也是压力造成。我每天都"心里不平衡“的啦。吞一口气，就算了。上来写一写，就算了。所以说，我部落格的歌，是这样的意思。”全都忍了，吞了，消化了“。歌曲名字-Say No，歌手-韩庚。建议”心里不平衡“的人听听也顺便google search一下歌词吧。


下个星期的考试，真的要保佑。因为全都是我一窍不通的东西。有没有有缘人来打救我？


天黑黑，要下雨了。打部落格，打的我肚子开party。就这样先。”心里不平衡“，发泄完毕。告辞。 =)

笑

才发现,我真的很少笑..微笑也不多,哈哈大笑也不多,真的乐起来的笑更加少..曾经尝试过很乐地笑,感觉真的很好..我也很喜欢..可是就是很少..有时候,我不笑，不是因为我酷..因为我觉得很无聊，所以不笑..所以我说我是善变的..

我相信人是自己操控自己的..要开心，就开心..要伤心就伤心..要认真去做一件事情,什么都难不倒你..可是说真的，我顾虑很多很多东西..同时担心很多东西..为了防止不好事情发生,我的生活都变得很小心..很提心吊胆..真的很久，很久，很久没有把自己认真放轻松了..或许过了这不好的一年吧..

这一年,真的过得很不好..很不平静..很不安宁..多希望时间能够过快一点,同时也希望时间过得慢一些..真矛盾..许多东西要考虑,要想..也要学习放下很多很多无谓的事情..再怎样都好，都要学习隐藏心情..觉得，我真的老了很多..17岁的你,是否也是这样子过的呢？

多希望有一天我是能够开怀大笑..完全无须顾虑什么地笑..

快乐，几时才回到我身边，环绕着我？真正快乐又是什么？

大家要幸福快乐哦..................................................................晚安 =)