今天真的不是一个很好的一天
在高数补习那里真的很大压力
一班都是高数成绩很好的人
感觉真的很自卑很大压力
高数试卷二，我完全不会做
一题我都需要1个小时多来想
擦完又做做完又擦
真的不知道自己脑袋装什么
笨得要死
那么简单的数学题都不会做
看着一张考卷纸 我真的很想哭
眼泪一直被我压抑着
因为做数学做到哭 是多么的好笑 *苦笑*
回到家，把自己关在房间里面半个小时
手机也休息了半个小时
画画 真的能让我的情绪静下来
所以一口气把我接下来要上色的6幅画画完出来了
半小时后出房门，上FB
看到四辑的照型出来了
我真的很开心点进去看
真的很兴奋很兴奋
因为人数太多 我没有认真去看 也没有注意其他东西
可是 在游览首页
竟然说 有3位没有参与
我的心揪起来了
还是不相信地去开多一次来看和点名
(苦笑)
真的只有10位
心揪得眼泪都流不出来了
很傻的 还是希望了13/May看到13位的出现
真的很笨很傻很不肯接受事实
09年的5月13，12位成员comeback
10年的5月13，10位成员comeback
11年呢？
我看还是不要期望有11年 (苦笑)
今天真的很灰
不单只是灰 头顶上都盖满了乌云
我不肯接受的事实全部摆在我眼前
一切让我揪心，难过，掉泪的东西今天全出现了
2010年5月13日，我........
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The date has been finally set for their return – Super Juniorwill officially be making their comeback on May 13th with their brand new 4th album. As predicted by many, the group will launch their activities without three of their members:Kangin, Hankyung and Kibum.
SM Entertainment revealed, “Excluding Kangin who is planning to get enlisted in the army, Kibum who is currently focusing on his acting career, and Hankyung who is in middle of a lawsuit, ten members of Super Junior have participated in this production. Only those ten members will be joining the activities for the album as well.”
It would be an understatement to say this album is highly anticipated, especially due to the fact that fans have been waiting for over a year and half. However, the absence of three members seems to be pretty bittersweet for fans, especially since with the surprising announcement regarding Kangin enlisting in the army.
Super Junior expressed, “We hope that Kangin will spend his military years well, and we believe Kibum that will deeply focus on acting and show the audience a better image as an actor.”
The boys also added, “We are in a situation in which we can’t even contact Hankyung in any way. We hope he can join us soon.”
Credit to : Allkpop.com
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Kangin wrote this in cafe~
Hello, it’s KangIn. How are you?
As you know, I am having a time to look back on myself. I am finally posting after several tries of erasing and writing again.
I really want to say that I’m sorry with my head bowing down to all of you who supported me and loved me all the way.
My days are now about regretting and reflecting on why I just went by so many things that are important to me.
I’ve had a lot to think about every time someone asked me if I was going to be part of 4jib activities.
As a result, I am finally posting this.
4jib album’s work is almost over, now waiting to meet the fans..
And for me, I thought that it was too early for me to take part in 4jib album activities and thought that I’d better have more time to think about myself… So I don’t think I’ll be seeing you guys for the upcoming activities.
The army.. where as a Korean man, you have to go once in your life..
I was wondering of when I should go and now I think it’s time for me to do so.
As you know, I am having a time to look back on myself. I am finally posting after several tries of erasing and writing again.
I really want to say that I’m sorry with my head bowing down to all of you who supported me and loved me all the way.
My days are now about regretting and reflecting on why I just went by so many things that are important to me.
I’ve had a lot to think about every time someone asked me if I was going to be part of 4jib activities.
As a result, I am finally posting this.
4jib album’s work is almost over, now waiting to meet the fans..
And for me, I thought that it was too early for me to take part in 4jib album activities and thought that I’d better have more time to think about myself… So I don’t think I’ll be seeing you guys for the upcoming activities.
The army.. where as a Korean man, you have to go once in your life..
I was wondering of when I should go and now I think it’s time for me to do so.
I don’t have an exact date, but I will be enrolling in the army in a short while.
But I’m always cheering for our members up close, and on the stage with them all the time.
The album was done by our members who tried really hard, so please give lots of love.
As KangIn cannot exist without Super Junior, Please give a lot of support and love.
I want to be back as soon as possible to be with the members so you guys can see it.
Please cheer for Super Junior, as it’s my beginning and end.
All of you fans make sure you stay healthy.
Hope everything works out for you.
I’ll be Back~~^^*
But I’m always cheering for our members up close, and on the stage with them all the time.
The album was done by our members who tried really hard, so please give lots of love.
As KangIn cannot exist without Super Junior, Please give a lot of support and love.
I want to be back as soon as possible to be with the members so you guys can see it.
Please cheer for Super Junior, as it’s my beginning and end.
All of you fans make sure you stay healthy.
Hope everything works out for you.
I’ll be Back~~^^*
