Revision

I decided to start my revision now

oops...i should say it clearly

not sejarah

not chemistry

not add maths

not physics

not maths 

not Literature or Komsas

Its MUSIC

weird huh?why I need to do music revision

IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF MY AURAL TEST

memorize all four centuries

i don't want to fail

I WANT TO PASS SEKALI GUS!

can I?

youtube browsing J.Bach, Haydn, Chopin and Debussy's music

when i browsing this four

i open another youtube tab again

typed......SuperJunior Shanghai World Expo 2010 100530

another and another and another youtube tab that i saw in related videos which is out of topic

TOTALLY FAINT~@@

....wish me luck....

my mum asked me....

"reading book or watching comp?"

"half half *@@*"

Super Junior - BONAMANA ( May,29,10 )

Don't know why they look so high in this performance

especially LeeTeuk sshi and YeSung sshi 

Graduate

Just Back from PCL(the place i tuition)

why i purposely go back?

take my mastery certificate

after many years of studying IESOL course

from basic until mastery

when i'm young until i'm 17 year old

finally i'm graduate

(IESOL=International English for Speakers of Other Languages)

but my English still that 'powderful'

its kind of British English as the external paper from London and mark in London

i met ShunEe there and my teacher

i miss both of them alot (and my other classmates of course)

miss them badly

while i'm walking out

my mind flash our memories 

the day we went out lunch together

walk from center to MCD under hot sun

and purposely take putra to KLCC just for lunch!!

hang around in 7-11,buy our cup mee in 7-11

the time we being together are not doing any silly things

but i love it and i miss it

honestly, i feel like having class with you all again

A pass might not be something proud and happy

but at least,i get a pass as i never expect myself to get a first class

and at least can face my parents,tell them

"i get a pass,i didn't waste the money that you spent on this course.

and, your elder daughter also get a pass not a first class.=D"

both ShunEe and my cert

taken by ShunEe

this is our 'green' board.i love it so muchie

the corridor

hurray~~!

好东西代表一切

一双好的鞋子，带你去美好的地方写下记录下美好回忆

一支好的笔，为你写下超过上千万个字

一部好的相机，代替你拍下你所看到的东西

一个好的mp3，为你播好听的歌曲

一个好的网站，带给你良好的咨询

一本好的书，给你有用的知识

一首好听的歌曲，可以代替你的心情

一堆好朋友，会和你一起创造美好回忆

一个好的男朋友就像一双好的鞋子

一颗坚持到底的心，会发生奇迹

一张好的成绩单，带你到美好的未来

印象好与不好，在乎？

每个人对每个人的感觉都不同

你对她的感觉特别好

可是她对你的感觉不是你想象中的那么好

曾经想过也在乎过自己在别人心中的感觉/印象是如何

可是之后我觉得

已经没有那个必要去想了

考试，生活已经那么多东西烦恼

这些，就让它顺其自然

做回自己

或许是"样貌问题"?还是人家对我的印象问题?

我们和她们做得东西是一样

为什么她们就得到无视和谅解

而我，就得到不好的评语等?

朋友对我的评语可说是有影响力

我情愿你们直接告诉我

直接告诉我

就算心脏承受不了

i-City

What is i-city?

blossom

can see the red love behind?

i-City MSC : No.1 Technology City 

http://i-city.my/

Happy 4th Year Anniversary, KyuHyun

You're the last member who join SJ

and you join them since

you make this group perfect

对你的爱,尽在无言中

Project Alpha

i knew this from XianXian's blog

PROJECT ALPHA GUEST BLOGGER SEASON 3 IS ON AIR NOW....

AUDITION CLOSED ON 6TH JUNE 2010...

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you might know PROJECT ALPHA through them!!

want to be like them?

Project Alpha is searching for uncovering Malaysia Bloggers

want to be the guest blogger for Project Alpha season 3?

click on the link below...AND JOIN THEM!!!

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tell them why you should be in project alpha season 3

there are great prizes waiting you to win!!!

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Dream

After yesterday's motivasi ceramah

i started to dream and moved on

thanks to my guardian angel too

i will not be worrying about my piano exam that much

as learning how to stop worrying and start to practice using my heart

example :

you're gaming and in the mean time you need to take care of your grandma

what you want to do 1st?

for me..stop gaming...take care of my grandma 

then only get back to game

i wrote my wish list out

i'll see when i manage to finish it all

9A+...its just a dream for you and me

aiming higher is better than aiming low

think positive is better than negative

gambateh in life, studies, relationship and so on~

不正常

随着接近假期

我就越不正常了

很想因为害怕而逃离

很想因为成功而努力

可是我的努力，不是一天可以看到的

剩下日子不多了

努力会在那一天给我回报吗？

我付出，不要求回报

可是，这一次我可以要求吗？

因为它真的真的真的真的对我非常重要

重要重要重要重要重要重要重要重要重要重要重要重要

那天还没有来临

我就已经这么紧张了

到了那天，我该怎么办？

Human Change

I change alot

my personalities 

i read my old blog yesterday

i was shocked that i wrote those kind of things

i saw one of the 2008 post

its words for my mum

if you ask me to write something about it now

i don't know whether i can write 

my thought getting worst

another reason make me shocked was

i was damn mature when i'm form 3

then after change into this school

sigh..........my mature thought lost

everything will change

you thinking, your taste on everything

just kinda disappointed on myself

and while reading my old blog

for my girls, i miss the day we in M.V

do you girls remember?

we make noise in KTM

tackle the kid

everyone looking at us

and i remember that day is a raining day

i miss these days

Getting No Life!!

My life is getting stress

not like last time

my dad nagging about my studies in school

my mum nagging about my piano
another person is nagging about my meal
then people is nagging that i spent alot of time in front of computer
i need to care so many things including friendship

i know my tuition is not as pack as rachel's

but it consider as pack to me compare to last time

i feel panic in my heart

everyday minimum one hour on piano

then stress at add maths tuition

two days 7 hours SPM tuition

what should i do right now?

study first or piano practice first?

*faint*

One Month Anniversary

15th April...he confessed to me

i thought he's playing due to his personalities

but it seems not

22nd April....we start our relationship

as what my girls advice that give him a chance 

and in the mean time, give myself a chance too

time flies

me and him already be together for a month

it's short

but i felt happy to be with him

at least he won't make me sad

we won't argue for certain small things

he tolerate alot

thanks for everything that you contribute

Happy one month anniversary

the way he wrap the present..like not enough wrapping paper

book made by him and the hanging thing

i use to hang shit...and maybe earrings?

Present for him

♥ 16.05.2010 ♥ -- A Great Day

went for brunch at 1p.m

straightly go M.V for IP Man

miin told a lie to the cashier girl

the cashier girl was asking whether all of us are 18 above

miin said yes

actually two fellow is under age

whatever...who cares =)

IP Man is so nice

I BS those people who said IP Man sucks

then walk around M.V

left M.V to eclipse CC at 6 something

CC until 9 something then go for dinner

we decided to go xxx at The Curve to have some alcohol

Spent a nice day with him

Brunch, Movie, hanging out, C.C, Dinner

ahahahahaha

then when we reach xxx

i feel like we're kids walking inside xxx

so crowded until no space to sit

i like one of the section  it's nice  i love it

then we sit upstair

ordered Hoegarden, Long Island and AK47(xian's cocktail)

AK46 taste like antibiotic

i like Hoegarden..woahahaha

then we play cards--catch 'ghost'

we end up with choosing cards

i'm the smallest card among them

drank 2 big mouth of Hoegarden continuously

and thanks miin for helping me

if not i'll be vomiting

 then we get high at the entrance of xxx

stupid..everyone looking at us

then we don't care sia..= =

doing stupid stuff

taking photo with everything we see

kick hau's "fatherhood" until my leg "chao gan" *pain  T__T*

Thanks everyone for today

i'm having a great day

 movie, C.C, dinner, xxx

i don't really dare to hope for the second time

THANK YOU~*bow*

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

p.s//xxx is not allow to post in here

although i wish to post...wuwuwu

I love this....ahahahha

the cocktail

our drinks...

satisfy with this photo??

不知

不知道为什么我会想要打这篇

恭喜你们赢了比赛

首奖是去韩国

呵呵

感觉上手指不像内曲了

可是无论是谁都好

都会祝福和觉得开心

明天出街

第二次

期望一切都顺利和开心~

Super Junior - Boom Boom + Bonamana Live HD

14.05.2010

Finally they comeback-BOOM BOOM and Miinah

got rumor said that BOOM BOOM dancing steps is arrange by EunHyuk sshi

good good

in this album

totally can feel their heart

don't ask me how i feel it

don't ask me anything

i just can feel the true heart

and ShinDong ahhhhhh
you wrote some secret code in the album's thanks to
so cute lah you
but i wish you, hope your girlfriend treat you with her true heart
hwaiting Shindong oppa...

麻烦鬼

不知道从几时开始

我就觉得自己是一个麻烦鬼

麻烦鬼的定义--麻烦朋友为你东奔西跑

麻烦朋友为你做这个那个

虽然觉得很惭愧

可是还是会麻烦

虽然我知道比起某人，我不算是麻烦了

只是金钱上麻烦而已

有时因为不知道自己要些什么

所以麻烦朋友甚至令到她们不喜欢/生气等等的

有时却什么都不说

而导致麻烦

偶尔会因为感谢而撒娇说我想你/我爱你
抱抱你们或玩亲亲
呵呵
我就是不会表达出来*害羞*
所以有点..........俄呵呵呵

其实朋友之间是不必这样客气

甚至连谢谢都不必说的

因为以朋友身份帮上忙

自己也会觉得很开心

或许自从某人说的:"朋友之间没有谢谢和对不起"

我就不习惯向她们说了

这两句话，都在心里默默说了

虽然带着惭愧，内疚的心

可是我还是当你们的麻烦鬼当得很开心

这篇东西，写给两组朋友看

是谁？自己猜吧

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Don't know since when

i feel that i'm a "mafan" ghost

Meaning of "mafan" ghost is "mafan" your friends run here run there for you

your friends do this and that to you

although i feel ashamed

but i'm still doing it

i know compare me with "someone", i'm not as "mafan" as "someone"

just only financial problem

sometimes i really don't know what i need at that moment

so maybe i'll make you all dislike or angry towards my attitude

and sometimes i'll keep everything inside my heart

not saying out what i need

Once in a while i'll say I miss you or I love you
even i hug you all or kiss you
hehehe
actually i don't really know how to express myself well *shy*
So it's abit.........................................hehehehehehe * blush*

Actually Between friends we don't need to be so polite to each other

even we "thank you" will not say out of our mouth

because we feel glad to help our friends

since someone said:" Between friends there is no sorry and thank you."

so facing them, i will not say this two sentences

but i'll say it inside my heart

although i feel ashamed and guilty

but, i'm happy to be the "mafan" ghost  within you all

I write this is for two gang of friends

who are they?

figure it out yourself

English translate specially for WMK

Words for you

Happy that you appeared in front of my house just now

i miss you like hell

hoping to get your message

looking at the time

thinking when you'll reach home

except sorry no other words for you

i won't accept him if he ask me again

i definitely won't....i promise you

you said you believe on me and you're not worry about it

it's fake

i can see it through your eyes and feel it using my heart

you worry, you care, you afraid, you scare

i asked you that why you're so emo

you don't want me to worry 

you said don't know

you think i'll just give up not to think or figure out what happened?

no no no no no no

and relationship is not your business only

it's mine too

i'm always ready to share the burden with you

don't say those bullshit

i want to share everything with you

and i want you to share everything with me

your happiness, angry, sadness, emo etc.

*blank mind*

Super Junior(슈퍼주니어)-미인아(Miinah) 뮤직비디오(MusicVideo)

God..please give me RP

i need RP

I want to watch...Please..web speed

Kyu, wait for me!!

then LeeTeuk sshi & EunHyuk sshi choreography in KTR

* out of control-ing*

@@

I really don't know what happened to me today

i fainted during assembly 

maybe not enough sleep as i slept at 3am

woke up at 7am?

actually i don't really want to go to school this morning

but hong's and Rach's project is with me 

and i miss him so much

so i decided to go to school

it's a terrible experience

i cannot hear anything and my view is white!!

and i scared Rachel..*sorry and thanks Rach*

she said my face was totally pale 

i think i need to get some rest

Super Junior BONAMANA- 미인아 (full audio) (beauty- miinah )

Miinah Audio is out

FINALLY..

but after finish listening in YouTube

please support the trial listen in Melon and BUG

BUGS : http://search.bugs.co.kr/search/?keyword=Super%20Junior

Melon : http://www.melon.com/svc/studio/album_info.jsp?p_albumId=882553
honestly, i totally speechless about this song
chorus is still ok
but.........really like those Indian song
now i can't wait for their MV to release
BONAMANA~~~~~~~!!

伤心

突然悲喜交叉

我很开心就是,我发现到我婆婆很可爱

去姑姑家看她,右手都包着敷着药

很心疼  心里在想  怎么那么老了还要有这意外

可是有机会喂她吃饭

感觉上很可爱

我一直都对自己说,不要做让自己后悔的事情

因为人生中只是有一次

你不知道下一分钟你或者是你身边的人发生什么事情

珍惜在一起的每分每秒才是重要的

给某"小红帽"的话：

过去了就不要难过

因为相信他在天上不想要见到你自责难过

曾经有为他付出过,有一起开心过日子

这些就足够了  加油！

伤心的事  我写过很多次了

因为我星期二的补习

真的很大压力  全部高数都拿A的学生

感觉上我都需要别人在我隔壁指导我  教导我

老师 只有一个  要兼顾一班的学生

在补习中心  我补得比较自在

虽然聪明，成绩好的  还是有

可是至少，我的朋友  都和我一样level

这个星期二  他们做复习的东西 

我又不想要去了

有什么借口让我逃补习呢？留在学校？

在学校做么呢？

很想不要补，可是  老师很好

懊恼懊恼懊恼懊恼懊恼懊恼懊恼懊恼

Hello Kitty Ver Palaroid Camera

I saw this!!!!!

OH MY GOD!!

Hello Kitty Version Palaroid Camera selling in MYKPOPDESTINY

10 films included,and camera strip

so cute!!!!i feel like buying one

but guess how much

you wouldn't want to know

RM 450

GOSH~~~~!!!RM 450!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm broke broke broke..sad....=C

god, if you love me...please give me this present

so sad to see this..close the tab and close my blog

don't want see liaw~

WTH

i really want to scold..

how many bad words come out from my mouth also cannot padamkan my anger

my grandma fall down this afternoon

because my brother step her slipper

then my grandma injured her right hand

dammit!!I totally screamed at my brother

but my parents?do NOTHING!!NOTHING!!!N!O!T!H!I!N!G!!!!

din even shout or angry or mad at him

what parents is this?

if he don't know how serious is this, he definitely will do it again

damn hate him

if i make my brother cry..just only cry!!!

my parents will scream at me

FUCK....STUPID...JERK...WHAT THE HELL!!!

your son is more important huh?

your mum born you out

did everything for you

and your son hurt your mum 

you didn't even angry???

PISSED OFF

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Super Junior(슈퍼주니어)--미인아 뮤직비디오티져(MusicVideo Teaser)

Finally...teaser it out

wondering who is that fellow that didn't wear shirt

ish......
미인아 미인아 미인아 미인아
BONAMANA BONAMANA BONAMANA BONAMANA BONAMANA BONAMANA BONAMANA

其实

其实我很期待与你再次相遇

很期待很期待很期待

顿时我也很伤心很担心

因为你回来，我不能时时刻刻都陪伴在你左右

星期二，星期四，星期五，星期六

我下午都不得空

我最想要的就是和你一起去"高速兜风"

我们去兜完cyberjaya,putrajaya

突然有一种很兴奋的感觉

我，或许不能在你难过伤心的时候安慰你

可能还让你更伤心或心情变得更糟糕

去pub，我很想要去

可是你回来的时间我去不了 *哭*

剩下考试，加油吧

努力熬完，《叶问2》等着你

MPO Chamber Concert ♥ 05.05.2010

I was so excited yesterday

good things happened 

i.) The 'cat' absent..everyone guessing why he absent..got H1N1???if yes, please applause

ii.) Going for MPO Chamber Concert with dear & my friends

iii.) 1st special date

*happy happy happy happy happy happy*

3p.m something fetch Man Yee and Vivian to LRT station

comeback and get ready

5 something off to KLCC

we just wait for the concert to start

the concert was nice

but one of the song, i almost fall asleep

after the concert,we went Sakae Sushi for dinner

Sakae's salmon sushi not nice

i prefer Sushi Zanmai..THE BEST EVER!!!!

went Kinokuniya

i feel like buying the Nodame Cantabile music book *cry*

but i gave up..because the book cost me RM53 *FML*

then we back home

hong's mum called him

her mum was like screaming on phone *scared me*

i told my dad about the book thing when i reach home

Me : "daddy, i didn't buy that book..."eum seh dak" buy"

Dad : "why?not worth it?"

Me : "nonono...too expensive..Rm53....."eum seh dak""

Dad : " I gave you money right?"

Me : "yeah yeah..but still "eum seh dak" buy it ehh..*crying face* "

honestly, i really hope to get that book

but...sigh...i don't think i'll have time to learn that book

Grade 8 exam is just around the corner

after practical exam, i need to start my revision

********Photo of the day********

The tickets

Oh my sexy back...YEAH~!

Big and Small hand *ignore my bulu-bulu*

stupid face...but i look nice in this pic *ignore him*

hasman : Think your tongue very long ah?

Askied him to smile properly..then he give me this face..*GRRRRR*

So difficult to ask him take off his spec *faint*

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The bastard draw on my hand today

*nolah..i asked him to..because i'm doing my work but he doing nothing*

p/s : he said he is not a bitch..don't call him bitch..call him BASTARD

from the left, Robot hand,then skeleton,his heart my heart,hello kitty

no reason for taking this photo..just feel like taking it