One is over

English exam is over

and it's the final exam for my English tuition

the English tuition that i study when i was young

actually i'm full of confident toward this exam

but in the mean time,i feel scare and afraid

because i scare i'll fail this exam

and my parents need to pay again

today's writing part 2

i totally speechless

they gave us a idom?or poem?something..

then ask us whether it affect the way we lead our life

we all stunned and when i look at my friends

they all scratching their heads

 even the pros 

but i say this philosophy doesn't affect the way i lead my life

*teehee*

it sounds like i'm a weirdo

but the fact is..i'm a weirdo

today having exam

you won't want to know what i'm doing yesterday

i told siew hong, he is totally speechless

after crying the whole day 

i was like crazy and become so 四次元

nevermind..i should happy about it

English exam is over

now i need to study my Physics

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!

i need to go to bookstore to get form 5 Physics exercise book

i really don't know how to study without exercise book

oh my god god god..

tomorrow moral exam

and i started to feel fun towards study

nonono..is English..writing these kind of weird weird essay

not school English exam essay

those really really really boring

Sad

Today is not a pleasant day for me

except morning

i get praise from my tuition teacher about my master piece

and my classmates

they said this is the best essay that i never ever write in my life

then i went to low yat,ts to buy a new wireless route

and collect my white white back

i went to MY STAR

i already know that i couldn't get the SUJU hang phone thingie

but i still sad about it

then when we going back home

i started to think whether to attend my gathering

as tomorrow i got exam

and my dad definitely want me to say at home

although i do nothing at home

then my sis helped me to say that i'm going gathering

and he started to scold

with no reason

i feel like crying

when my parents went off the car

i started to cry

cry from pandan jaya back to sri petaling

my tears keep flowing 

that i couldn't stop it

of course i'm sad that i cannot gather with my friends for the last time

for other reason..i did not know

my tears just flow non stop

maybe my heart feel uncomfortable recently

after SJ concert until today

and suddenly it burst out

i really don't feel like smiling or laughing

what's wrong with me today?

shouldn't I be happy because my master piece get praise?

maybe the gathering affected me?

who can stop me from crying?

and now HanKyung is confirm leaving SJ

oh gosh...i dislike today..

today is the sad day

but i hope tomorrow will be a nice day

because i need to be in good mood tomorrow

as i need to write an essay

but after typing blog..i feel better...at last...

怎么办？

怎么办？

我很像弄伤了我的背

应该是每天考试躺在桌子上睡觉弄到

可是我不打算理会它

或许也是个机会给我学会站直

可是晚上睡觉，换衣服都很辛苦

呜呜呜

怎么办？

刚上了我男人的CY

看见他打的韩语

我就变郁闷起来了

我想要继续学韩语

或许我“貼男人”的计划要延迟了

“貼男人”之前要学习如何和他沟通

怎么办？

我梦见一些超级奇怪的东西

至于什么东西

你怎样问我我都不会答你

因为实在太羞和奇怪了

怎么办？

我要如何注册韩国的CY呢？

虽然那大头照不是我的

可是我很有冲动想要把它丢上他CY

♥ 24.03.2010 ♥

Honestly,I didn't plan everything purposely

but i just plan to have dinner in Daorae,Sri Petaling outlet

on their opening day

then Chris's birthday is the day after the opening day

then i just like....let's celebrate with her

then we bought a small cake

then i took it up and put in Daorae at 7pm

we fetch the sisters at 7 something

we chit chat together

when we talk about the progression

laugh like hell

feel happy being together with them

but.....the moment we being together will continue?

now only realize..we know each other two years?

time flies...this is true

and somthing funny happened

i'm the one who carry the cake

because it's too big and the air-con is on

when singing birthday song

i blow off the candle before the birthday girl do> <

oh gosh...LMAO

无知

一堆无知的家伙

真的不明白

某两人做了那么多东西为了什么？

为了出风头？

为了SJ看到她们两个？

废话

她们两个做了那么东西

还不是为了SJ和MYSJ

你们做了什么？

说我们没有应援？

我们应援,你们在做什么？

我不是不喜欢Henry和周觅

我只是坚持13名！

“到了明天”,henry周觅出来

喊到乱...其他4子呢？

我真的只能说你们无知

我真的很心疼

心疼某两人做了那么多东西

到头来还要被你们骂被你们讲

93的？我也是93的！

做么我93的这样，你们93的那样

真的拖衰我！

说机场的事情！

要说吗？！

你们能保证看到李东海，李特，曺圭贤他们你们能冷静吗？

你们能冷静站在一边看吗？

是我们这些“高级妖精”的错吗？

你们要看到他们受伤才甘愿？进医院，演唱会开不成才甘愿？

[我保留某些人]
我连在三楼最要好的朋友都没告诉
我告诉你们？
我明知道她们会不喜欢/不爽我
我都没告诉

你们说你们很有素质很冷静

素质？在论坛那里不分青红皂白骂？

这个叫素质？！

在论坛没有想过前因后果地骂叫素质？

如果在MYSJ是那么啃那么不爽

自己去经营一个论坛，开一个论坛

还是滚回去那个叫什么的论坛

我们不欢迎你们！

你们回去了，MYSJ更加安宁

终于明白为什么大马饭永远都团结不了

这个就是原因

别人做的东西，你们挑东挑西

给你们做的呢？还不是要别人收拾烂摊子

无知！

领悟

在这段期间，我明白了很多东西

有时为了保护你爱的人，当坏人也无所谓

有时候在某些时候认清一些人，总好过一直都认不清

继续被她耍得团团转

会很伤心难过为什么事情是这样

可是，之后你会发现，人会“变质”的

最恐怖的不是神鬼，而是人心

一个人很会隐藏自己，你一辈子都没办法看清她

我不敢肯定我是否认清了

可是如果是，我真的对她很失望

第二件让我明白的

我明白为什么有些人会把感情寄托在偶像身上

身边的朋友都说我很傻很笨很无知

为什么去追一堆他不认识你

见到你也不知道是谁的人

可是320之后，我才发现

我情愿感情寄托在他们身上

都不想要浪费时间在现实的感情身上

跌伤过一次  狠狠伤过一次  已经够了

至少  320  我们的shining star能够感动到他们

他们也会记得   大马有一堆粉丝做了这样的惊喜给他们

他们会记得

可是现实的呢？不会！

我情愿赚钱“貼男人”

现实的，我不会再付出任何东西

付出了还要伤心还要难过

SuperJunior,值得多多倍

p/s : sinyi,感谢你突然冒出“貼男人”这三个字..我爱惨了

美好回忆

后记

星期五的我不说了

星期六我补习之后，2点就过stadium了

在那里晒太阳~帮忙之类的东西

差不多6点半才进场去

在场内看到很多彩色的荧光棒

劝她们不要用

可是身上的蓝色荧光棒没了

我真的很无助

对面区一直喊only blue

我们跟着喊only blue

可是开场的时候，全场宝蓝色

彩色，只是一点点

putra的音响完全赞赞赞

我完全在heartbeat中

应援不是很好

音响盖过了我们喊的应援

这里有点伤心呢

接下来我只打point..没次序的point

-演唱会之前，大家都在做人浪~传传传~media和Vip,VVip都和我们一起玩= =

-粉丝座位出场~3个区

-intro特的时候还做了HOT candy经典动作

-结果给某人拉起了脚

-intro澈，全场喊“牛奶皮肤金希澈우유빛깔김희철，사랑해요김희철，我爱你金希澈”..乐死他了

因为全场很齐地喊

-10元丢东西超大力。。舞台直飞观众席，过console

-特特丢两个~一个不成功。。另一个飞到观众席第一排

-10元solo超级教堂

-臭圭贤。。浪费我含情脉脉的眼神~望都不望我~踹死你

-某圭没有站在"Listen to Kyu"的前面，可是他有一直瞄过去看

-蓝色荧光棒，shining star成功一半

美中不足的宝蓝海

-shining star惊喜到他们了。。eunhyuk站在10字路口挺拇指

-sungmin超爱shining star

-圭贤来到我们这区，狂用水枪喷一个粉丝。。粉丝抹了又喷(腹黑家伙)

-shining star..特特哭了..旭旭眼泪汪汪~其他的也是

-澈超级发乔~定不顺~一个手拎着handbag一个手拿着花~要屁股走路

-然后对着家伙预料之中的动作

-澈走路就像k说~很像屁股着火~一直在跳= =

-圭贤超级帅气~帅到那种我不会说

-东海五官超级漂亮。。帅哥一名

-旭旭可爱娇小文静

-特特额头绑了头巾~好看！

-十元的肌肉~天啊~我快喷鼻血了

-eunhyuk跳舞rap帅气~好看的家伙

-神童~我没什么注意~我忏悔去

-sungmin好看~很男人味~卷发绑起来

-艺声很帅气帅气~唱solo超级棒！感动

-henry还是那么可爱

-gentlemen mimi是真的很帅气。。

-想不到应援都不会自动喊~喊henry的时候最齐

-某恩赫的升降台出问题...某圭在对面看得嘴巴开开的

-某声拿着蛇过来我区~多担心他丢过来><

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粉红区

-10挑逗海，海LG-赫看不过眼。。拉开！

-挑逗海失败，赫中招

-10澈

-10啊~某人快呛到了><

演唱会之后，我们去daorae,SP

看到澈和旭

澈的皮肤完全赞

看到的时候我呆着了

机场两次都没看到他

这次补偿了

完美的音响

完美的演出

完美的solo

我.....一定会牢牢记着

曺圭贤.....我会牢牢记着你浪费我含情脉脉的眼神

美好回忆，是多么地短暂和宝贵

和你们在一起

我是多么的不舍

下一场演唱会,我期待

无论需要我等多久，我都会等

看见你们CY更新都说幸福

那就好

空虚

凌晨4点53分
冲好凉
顶着一顶湿嗒嗒的头

终于一个人静静地坐在房间里面

房间只听到laptop键盘声

冷气声而已

静静一个人看着演唱会的照片

有一种很想要大哭的感觉

不知道为什么

哭？为什么？

是开心到哭？

太累了？

不是~我是为伤心而哭

郁闷空虚而哭

一切太突然了

而且因为太突然

好几晚都睡不好

我很怕很怕很怕

因为过于累，我的记忆会消失

明天继续追？

我并没有太大兴趣

可是我又想要去

怎么办？

还是乖乖在家里读书好了

要把自己封闭起来

后记~得空先吧

我的部落格

谢谢我的王子们
我们的shining star给予你们最好的回忆
谢谢你们给我体验了那么多东西
也让我学会了一些东西
我的王子们
今日之后，我们见面的机会
会很少很少吧？
某笨蛋说明年来？
那我情愿2012
世界末日，我们葬在同一个地方
我.....真的很冷静很冷静了
王子们，我会好好调整我的空虚
再次迈入我的人生
我不会把你们当作我的人生
放心吧，王子们
"Shining star..like a little diamond..makes me love......."

你们....让我深深地爱上了这首歌

Just Around The Corner

Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow

i really don't know how to express my feelings out

worry+excited

really not as excited as two years ago

MAA..i still remember

everything is still inside my mind

how i run crazily from the arrival hall to carpark

how i stunned and think "who is this" in front of YeSung

the Yesung..i'll never ever forget

 funny and "fish"

tomorrow will be a busy day

worry about everything

because whenever there's an event or something

there will be some problem occur

confirm~everytime!!!

so i'm very scare and worry

i really don't know i can fall asleep tonight

i feel very very tired

but i enjoy everything

everything happen about SJ concert 

i will be posting after the concert and everything end

and finally

the glowstick...i bought two years ago

i can use it on Saturday's concert

yeah......^^

Friendship

悲哀悲哀

Early Morning

Early morning...accept things from postman
why they can't come in the afternoon
why my family member cannot sign for me
haisss..disturb
when i got it
damn heavy
like inside the packet include gold = =
in the afternoon
i receive poster from the postman again
but really thanks postman
their service really good
saturday the seller post out
then sunday is holiday
today i got it
Malaysia's poslaju reliable
thanks to castle..xD
http://magiccastle.pixnet.net/
but this is not the end yet
because me myself need to become postman
post it to the SNSD freak house

SNSD 12 cut poster..2 cd..one Oh! poster....

※ 13/3 ※ 14/3 ※

χ13/3 χ

Recently..i really don't know why i'm so free
purposely go PWTC after my tuition
*thanks xianxian and her "kai gah lou for being driver*
then we run from hall 3 to hall 1
so damn far that i didn't know that we need to run
but luckily i manage to watch the 1st performance

The progression

Korean Rice Cake...best!!!from KTO

*thanks xiaoming for help me take ^^^^^ *xD

dawn's arch performance..progression..then Korea art
the korea art was awesome
their make up so cool and their reaction so cute
then we went to eat our brunch?lunch? in pizza hut
back at 5 something

χ 14/3 χ


nothing special to write about today
but finally i got time to get my ticket from yinyin
*thanks yinyin..helped me to buy facial form and skin food's black sugar wash off mask and and SS2 ticket on pre-sale..THANKS ALOT..you helped me alot..

purposely cover the price...mum beside me xD

...Emo...

random

Sports Day..

Today i purposely went to Sports Day just to see my sister perform

and give some support to my girl-Man Yee

i can't find my rumah shirt then just simply wear

my dad fetching us there

we thought is MSN

but it wasn't..it's the Stadium Bukit Jalil *sweat*

around 9 something..they start their performance

green house a.k.a my house, did well

better than their practice and raptai

YOU GIRL ROX!!!!

then is red house...yellow house...blue house

Vivian got 1st place for lompat tinggi

*congrats Vivian~*

after the performance

i leave the stadium

then my sis and I went to the Stadium Putra

the place where i'm going to get high next Saturday

320320320320320320320320

we went in just like that

the Disney On Ice is preparing their ice and stuff..xD

then a "guai lou" just sing at us

"ni hao ma~pretty girls.."

then we just say hello and smile to him..= =

we went in the stadium...L16 is the place

i just realize

the seats just disappointed me

it's still far away from the stage..T^T

my kyuhyun~~~

feel so sad..then both of us start discussing about those seats

VIP and media seats is the best

it's too late to regret

anyway just enjoy the concert

by the way...
the sport's day result really UNFAIR!!
DAMN UNFAIR!!
OUR CHEERLEADING IS MUCH MORE BETTER THAN RED HOUSE'S
SURE THEY HAD PAID AND RASUAH THE JUDGE!
NONONO~~!BIG NO TO THIS RESULT~!
UNFAIR~~RASUAH RESULT!!!
GREEN HOUSE THE BEST EVER~!
Don't be sad...just ignore the result AND IGNORE HAZMAN~IF...HE INSULT AGAIN
I SURE WILL BURST AND SHOUT AT HIM...!
RED HOUSE..JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP AND TAKE THE WHAT CHAMPION AWAY~!
BULLSHIT

累

累

一天下来

不够睡

头都昏昏的

因为某人某东西

我七早八早起身

坐在电脑前面

然后没注意时间

匆匆忙忙地带着电脑出去

（某人，你真有魅力—.—）

累

自拍起来都不好看

书~我几时才甘愿去对着它呢?

下个星期将会是追星星期

如果用diagnostic成绩换一架Iphone/blackberry

值得没有?