Sad

Today is not a pleasant day for me

except morning

i get praise from my tuition teacher about my master piece

and my classmates

they said this is the best essay that i never ever write in my life

then i went to low yat,ts to buy a new wireless route

and collect my white white back

i went to MY STAR

i already know that i couldn't get the SUJU hang phone thingie

but i still sad about it

then when we going back home

i started to think whether to attend my gathering

as tomorrow i got exam

and my dad definitely want me to say at home

although i do nothing at home

then my sis helped me to say that i'm going gathering

and he started to scold

with no reason

i feel like crying

when my parents went off the car

i started to cry

cry from pandan jaya back to sri petaling

my tears keep flowing 

that i couldn't stop it

of course i'm sad that i cannot gather with my friends for the last time

for other reason..i did not know

my tears just flow non stop

maybe my heart feel uncomfortable recently

after SJ concert until today

and suddenly it burst out

i really don't feel like smiling or laughing

what's wrong with me today?

shouldn't I be happy because my master piece get praise?

maybe the gathering affected me?

who can stop me from crying?

and now HanKyung is confirm leaving SJ

oh gosh...i dislike today..

today is the sad day

but i hope tomorrow will be a nice day

because i need to be in good mood tomorrow

as i need to write an essay

but after typing blog..i feel better...at last...