❤ 21.11.2009

Today went Desa Park City for lunch

i love the environment there

It's looks like life in Australia

I love it

But i think i will be boring there

plus,the house will be expensive and unaffordable

so.........it's a dream that cannot come true

Then,around 5PM i reached Mid Valley and shop around

brought some girls stuff

met MeiKay accidentally

so happy that she called me suddenly

and told me that she's in Mid Valley too

and we was like shouting and chatting in a long distance

my friend was like.....what happened...=='''

then had dinner and watched 2012

what my comment on this movie was......

OMG~what the hell

I felt so horrible...and afraid

If this is happening in the future

i wish someone that everyone respect & listen to stand out

and say something or do something

and the selfishness of human

I shows like, money and do everything

but not for family and friends

selfish is sucks

Then went supper

they chat about horror movie

i was like......ok.....everyone is watching it

but i'm not

feel bad about it

feel like i can't accompany my dear for horror movie

can't accompany my "family" to watch horror movie

but the 1st advice?feeling? told me is

go without me

it's ok..just go without me

and sometimes do feel there's gap between us

maybe age problem

AND

tomorrow my darlings are going for Phobia 2

i really don't know what to do

hang around with my sis and her dear?

watch another movie myself?

[i don't mind..watch 2012 again..]

or hang around myself?

[this will be strange..cuz i'm not buying anythings]

hope everything fine tomorrow

it's 2:30am now

feel so sleepy..

and and and~

tried out this dress?skirt?shirt?top+bottom? today

feel like buying it

although it's not too expensive

but bankrap adi~~

maybe present from someone?

kekeke~

stop dreaming..

go hug my pillow and cover my blanket now

sweet dreams~