can't describe my feelings now
because of some personal problem
and causes me no mood to finish up my holiday homework
nevermind, just let it be
i feel like can't wait for tomorrow
talking in class...sleep in class...ignore teacher...play in class...
but another feel was like...
OH NO~school again..clip hair...homeworks..exams..
honestly,i miss schooling during holiday
i miss my friends
i miss the guys
i miss the girls
i miss everything
but form 5 will be tough,tiring,boring,suffering life
hope i can get through it...
and for my personal problem
i really feel like giving up
no strength
i need to control my emo,control my tears
when going out with friends
i'm immature to solve these problems
now i'm thinking of should i accept him if he ask me to be couple with him again
i was like standing in the middle
don't know should answer yes or no
heartache until i have no feelings
no feeling through all these
i miss him,i love him,i care about him,i wanted to know all about what he's thinking
but what for?he seems gave up
one step forward.....?
face to face solve problem.........?
i have no time to do all these
having tuition after school everyday until 5pm
he is going back to uni life on 18/1
time is tickin fast
maybe we shall stop our relationship
maybe friends will be better due to his decision on 29/12/2009
OR
continue waiting?
my January schedule is totally full
Monday, Wednesday, Thursday-English tuition 3pm-5pm
Tuesday-Add maths tuition
Friday-piano class 1pm-2pm,English tuition 3pm-5pm
Saturday-English tuition 10am-3pm
what a tiring January
2 comments:
agree agree :D
now study first lar dai jie .
u still hav plenty of time babe (:
since u r busy wif ur tuition , maybe tis can distract u from tinking bout it ?
ga yao on ur jan tuition :D
loves you !
hmm..
maybe it will distract abit..
but not all..
when i'm alone,the thing come to my head again..
i thought u hate me full time tuition?
cuz can't accompany u go shopping..
haha~
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